If I typed this entry before 9 p.m., I’d most certainly be talking about how I screwed up my Biology exam and something else.

BUT! I just chatted to two of my friends Janette and Vanessa in the other boarding house. After supper, Janette invited me over to her room and said she had something to tell me. Once we distracted Vanessa to something else (we’re such bullies!), Janette told me that this afternoon, the school IT technician Sam pointed at me in the picture and said that everybody knew that girl was a lesbian.

In fact, this wasn’t the first time Sam talked about lesbians in this school. He had asked Janette a couple of times how many there were in the boarding house. 3 tomboys left last year so now there are only me and another tomboy. I’m very feminine so not everybody believes that I was indeed one. I’ve revealed it to a couple of boarders who asked if I had a boyfriend, and naturally the whole boarding house knows. But a staff! A school staff?!

The two possible explanations are that one: somebody from the boarding house told him; two: he knew it through the computers. I’m seriously suspecting the latter…

Somebody informed me that the school computer woman has access to everything we do on the Internet. That includes whichever sites we go onto, when and how long we were on, even usernames, passwords, and all the other sensitive information. I trust that the woman wouldn’t be so immoral as to hack into our email accounts or anything, but… hmm… I… I’ve been on lesbian porn sites from the school computer before they were blocked. I was (and am) 18, and there aren’t any school/boarding rules against going onto those sites. I wasn’t the only one who’ve been on websites like this, but I’ve also gone to a few homosexual sites for information and clean chats. I don’t know. Maybe the computer woman saw all that? Maybe they talked about me behind my back? Teachers are still human. They still bitch.

I bugged Janette so much that she sent a few txts to grill Sam. She asked what exactly he meant about “everybody” knowing that I was a lesbian, he replied that he was only joking, that he wanted to see how much Janette knew. Janette asked how much he knew, and his final txt was “Oh I know enough.”.

HE KNOWS ENOUGH.

What does he know? When did he hear about this? Where did he get his info from? Who told him? Why would he know? How? Just how? Answer me!

I didn’t intend to make a big deal out of my sexuality again. It just happened.